it was sudden

The lights have gone out in my house. No, my vision has simply disappeared. I know how to navigate around steps and tables and couches because I’ve done it enough in the dark but I do not understand anything. It’s not my house anymore. Everything is just something to feel and analyze and push away. I don’t want to live like this. This was not what I expected or what I wanted at all. I wish someone I know and love would also lose their sight. It’s terrible to say, I know, but I feel too alone in this dark world. I just want things to be simple and easy again but I know it only seems simple and easy now. I think things will be better if someone just holds my hand every once in a while. I think it would be better for that someone too.

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